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The Storm InsideSometimes I wonder. Will my head explode first? Or will my heart explode first? Everything is a swirl of emotion and knowledge. Sometimes I can't distinguish between the two. One moment I'm fine, and the next I'm floating away in a dream land. Did you know that? Did you know you had that effect on me? I will be living through life completley fine without you, sometimes I could even swear that nothing was missing.The Storm Inside by chello-fellow
Then you give me a dose of what I'm missing. You talk to me, and yet again my emotions and clear thoughts get swept away into a giant cloud of jumbled thoughts and intentions. Sometimes I swear I don't know what I really want. You are confusing and manipulative...and I love that about you. At least I think I do. I never really know for sure. I think that's why I'm so drawn to you. You aren't want everybody else thinks. There's so much more. I could compare it to reading an entire novel and still not knowing what you just read. Don't get me wrong, you happen to also
Declaration of One.Hello.Declaration of One. by ZeroF4Lk
I am just one without a name.
At least, without a name worth remembering.
Fought to change the world.
Fought for the person who could change my life.
Fought to be the black point in a white paper.
But I lost.
No, I'd be ok if I had lost.
Instead, I am losing.
All the little things that seemed to get me through life,
are just not working anymore.
You probably think I'm just being dramatic.
Everyone has problems, right?
You are probably thinking that there's a lot of people like me.
And that I'll be happy when I find them.
But I'm not searching for identifiation.
I am a loner.
I found perfection, but it slipped away of my hands.
I wasn't the only one chasing it.
And that's when I realized.
Having something to fight for,
doesn't make you win.
But I am not giving up.
Because everyone's life is a story.
And if I ended this story right now,
it would be just too cliche.
I'm a loner.
But I'll keep going.
For reasons I don't even know.
In the end of it all,